Life was okay without you but it's even better with you

Once you fall in love, you become a totally different person. The person whom you have fallen for becomes your topmost priority. You crave to meet them. Their voice gives you peace and their smile seems the most beautiful thing in the world. It's their presence that makes you feel complete. You start dreaming about your life with them. On one hand, love makes you strongest while on the other, it makes you the weakest. Loving someone truly is the most divine feeling in the world. Once in life, everyone should feel what love actually is. And I am talking about love, not about relationships. Love will always remain love no matter whether it's one-sided or two-sided.

There is a misconception that you could stop loving someone, I do believe that love can't levitate as there isn't any word like unlove, once you are in love then you are in love forever no matter what you say outside. That person remains within your heart deep somewhere till your last breath. I am not denying that there aren't hard times, there are but love is all about to contend with those times together. It's totally fine if you don't get your love, love is nothing but a piece of dumb luck and nor you can be lucky all the time, right? If you didn't get your love then it doesn't mean your love was not love, not every ending is happy and you are often even misunderstood as a villain, after all, it cost Professor Snape his character, his life and yeah!!! all the volumes of Harry Potter Series just for one true love that he did to Harry's mom Lily Potter. So, cheer-up you are not alone.

There are always a few people who you neither talk too much or you are with but they mean a lot to you. Somewhere or the other their aura matches yours and unknowingly they become an integral part of your life. Coming back to the story now, time passed-by without any trace and we grew older but yeah not older enough as we were still in school :), simply I mean maybe two or three years. Me still being in the choir had to do some part of the school morning assembly with my fellow members on stage. So, one day during the last 5 min for the last bell to ring, my friend called upon a girl's name as she was going to the other side of the stage respected to girls and then as soon as she waved at him back, suddenly he made a comment which was audible to just a few people near him but not at all appropriate. Unlike the other girls, she was really attractive and those innocent looks left an impression on me which I still can't forget, I think they will last forever in my memory. This was the first time ever I have noticed her. I got busy screwing my friend regarding that comment he made and by the time she went away.

School hymn got over now it's the time for some news and latest updates which choir had to do nothing of so we went off stage. Now it was the time of some investigation so I asked my other friend, that very same person I talked about in my previous post(in the context of The First Meet) about her and then he reminded me of that incident which happened a few years ago. Me being bad at remembering the names, got her name in just a snap of fingers, though it was totally unique yet so beautiful and the only words came out of my mouth were "Alice is definitely a pretty name". That onwards she was in my mind like I wanna talk to her anyhow but didn't get a chance to do so. 

Just after this, within a month or so our music teacher made an announcement to divide our choir into two parts that are the junior and senior choir. The senior choir was full out of which most of them were my classmates but the junior choir got some selection process and I think Alice and her best friend Janice (names changed) got selected.  Just on a random day senior choir was rehearsing for an upcoming program and our beloved music teacher made a call for the junior choir members and we were made to rest outside of the music room. This all went for many days and that was the time I started noticing her not much though but I won't deny, I did. I have no idea how it all started. There was not a big incident that took place rather there were many and when they added up all together, they made me meet her.

I might not be a good speaker as I always struggle with words but I can literally talk to anyone based on my observation skills. I started taking note of everything she did. You know with time people change and leave you behind but these are the things, little things which kill you daily once they are away, what reminds you of them is the way they laugh, the way they reacted, the way they teased you, just simple and minor details which makes them totally unique in your story. People often write so they could be remembered as a wonderful author, on the other hand, I write because I want her to be remembered, I want Alice to be remembered, I want my girl with the knocked knees to be remembered!!!!!!